The love part... I could almost say I've writen those lines...( it sounds pretencious but the way you said it it's exactly the way  feel it but I can never write...)

Swan.

Yeah... I'm waiting for mine...

But that's awsome! I'm really happy and proud for you! Congratiolations!

Hugs,
Swan.

Lol.

I just wanted to say that I like gossip too...... Women... Anyway, a totally understand what you've said about that old friend... I had one once too. But you know, I did the same thing that you're doing right now, and I can say that was one of my best decisions EVER!
lol...

Hug,
Swan.

That's great! I'm very happy! Then tell me how were your dance classes..

Hope you'll enjoy them!,
Swan.

Hey!

I don't wanna sound little bit mean or something, but I think your problem ( or not a real problem, whatever you want to call it...) it's very simple.

Here's my short theory: You've work hard to get what you want from life ( like good scores on exams, and with it the possibility of entrying in any University you want), and that's what I like to call a crises. In this crises, you get your self to the limit, you push your self hard, you fight phisically and pshicology... It's exausting. My point is: When you finally get out of this crises, you exausted, you feel numb, like you've just said. I mean, now, that you have succeded and acomplished what you've always want, dispite the meaning, you're so tired that you start going down...
Is this making any sence for you??

So, in conclusion: «Don't worrie, be happy», because when you start to feeling better, what you've acomplished will feel better to you too.

Hope I'll help and you fell better!,
Swan.

P.S.- I'm sorry, my english is pretty bad...

Yeah, I couldn't read your's till now... I guess it must had been some problem with MDD...

Thaks anyways, catch up with you later!,
Swan.

Hey, thanks for the coment... I guess you're right. I might wanna start facing things with a smile just like you said. I got change that stubborn part on me... lol

Thanks!,
Swan.

P.S.- Don't you have some video or music that you have danced before? I could really use some new inspirition...

youre good mood is something that I like a lot...lol

Kiss,
Swan.

You will find the answers, don't worrie...

Ijust think you should take the risk. If he is such a great guy like you say he is, even if it doesen't work out, you'll still be friends. Okay, maybe it'll took a lit bit longer for things get normal but... I just think is worth the risk!
Besides, if you went to NYC the contac with him will be difficult and your relationship will definitly change. So, what I'm sugesting it's for you to "run fast" the process...

I don't know how to say it of any outher way...

Holp you find your answers (I'm shure you will!),
Swan.

It's not a bad thing if it sounds good, but I think maybe you shouldn't let them told you so... I mean if I was like you ( I'm definitly NOT that smart!!lol) I would make things just like you're doing.

Hey, but that's just what I think...,
Swan.

And what about waiting to be completly shure that there's more that a simple frindship? With time, you'll figure it out and it'll be better to decide what to do when you were not that confused... No?

Kiss,
Swan.

I'm sorry, my mistake. I thought you dance classic ballet. I love modern too. I had two or three classes of modern, and I just loved it!
But I guess classic is my passion. I dance since 5 so I guess that's normal...

I'm not having any dance classes now either but I miss theme A LOT!...

It's weired "hearing" you talk about dancing. It's like you're talking about me and what I exactly feel...lol I know that saying this is almoust as weird 'cause I just met you but... lol

I'm running every morning before coming into work but still, I'm pretty stuck. I miss dancing and sometimes I dance a bit.

Have you decided yet to what university you'll went to?

Hugs,
Swan.

It's good to see, to have a real proof that, like you said, «Dreams do come true». I've been running after mine ( entrying on EDCN, a Nacional Conservatory of Dance in Portugal since I am 11 or so), for 4 years and now, I see myself giving up because I just can't entry. It's the best dance school of the contry, and I guess maybe I'll have to start trying a new school.

Who knows? Maybe I'll be able to dance professionally in the future... Just dreaming...

But I'm very happy for you to have all good oportunities now!

Hugs,
Swan.

Yeah it's the first time I'm mitting someone that loves dancing too.

I'm Laura, by the way... What's you're name? How long have you been dancing ballet?

Hugs,
Swan.

Good for you!... What can I say? I'm a ballet dancer, and I'll went to NYC if I could. But it's you're call...

Oh, and that hillary Clinton thing doesn't surprise me. I'm only 14, and With guys I'm the same. Not that smart, but I chace my dreams too. But, still, I'm pretty jealous of you!!...lol

Achieve what you have achived it's something! I admire you and I don't even know you. Well now that's something you should be proud of.

Congratilations!
Swan.

New York it's the land of oportunities and I can't believe you are considering going to London. Please, choose NYC!

But, hey. That's you're call. Don't let anyone influence you.

Holp you decide well!,
Swan.

is this real? OMG, had this choice given to me. I'm so jealous.

Choose NY, you'll just end up poorer in London coz' poundsterling is expensive

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Thanks for the comment... but let me straighten things out... The cop in looks like J-Lo... My Girlfriend looks kinda like... well she doesnt look like anybody famous... The cop is better looking than my girl...

i am really sorry for the lost of your grandfather..i lost my grandfather too a few years ago. he had cancer that was so sudden ther was no hope. i just pray that you can overcome it. i know that as long as you cherish your memories you will forever have him in your heart. i just hope you feel better through this tough time.

~val~

its really cute and frames your face well

good hair cute

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your hair is soooooooo... adorable!! i just totally L.O.V.E. it!! i know how it feels to get a lot of hair cut off. my hair used to go down to my butt!! then my bffs mom cut thriteen inches off!!! i donated it to locks of love (a cancer foundadtion that gives people who have cancer, a wig from the people who donated it). i felt sooooo... good to know that somebody with a life threating disease just be able to have a wig. anyway my hair was still pretty long, it was like 2 in. longer than yours!!! well i luv your hair!!!

                                <3ALLIE

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ooo..nice =]

and your hair color is pretty too  

maybe you should first try going a bit longer to see what ur face looks like with shorter hair. U have a good face so short hair will probably look good on u.
I used to have really long hair as well, I cut it about shoulder length a year ago and I recently got a bob.
Girls love it and most guys say they preferred my long hair.
I think it all has to do with the whole cave man instinct thingy.

wow so davey havoc lol

uh tbh i think that hair style would be really annoying, and you couldn't tie it back

i think you'd look really hot with a straight fringe and a lot of layers... but when it all comes down to it do what you want and what you would feel comfortable with, who cares what others thing?

XxX

awww that sucks ! but we all have our down times right? hey just try studyin yoursle so you dont need to cheat! like when you workout say things out loud ( like the things you need to remeber for test) then its like your doin two things at once! and your annoyin friends! OMG i know friends being annoyin you can't do anythin bout it! just gta wait till they come to their senses! GOD lol  and theres only two weeks of school right! so last for it !!! for the summer you can find loves :o and next year there will be deff some hot guys!!!

haha have fun!

Keep going, lovely. I'm sorry to hear about your grandpa, that is really hard. I should go see him, you'll feel better that you've seen him before anything happens. One day soon you'll be happy again. Good luck with your tests and good luck to you and your family with everything.

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thanx for ur comment...... I know how it feels to live in a country where english is not ur first language, I moved to Australia when I was younger and went through hell learning the language since french is my first language...but it got better in the end,,,,I think.

Hope things look brighter for u soon and maybe you'll just be stoppin your dancing for a bit but not forever, it'd be ashame to let such a talent go to waste...maybe u just need to give it some time to sort things out before crossing out ur passion for dancing off ur list.

I also don't live in English speaking country ; I have problems with all English skills.I always feel stressful when my boss assigns to do anything related to English :( By the way , don't give up on your dream.I support you to be a good dancer :)

These videos were great. I lvoed the quotes. One of them says - "Dancer thinks that his art has something to say that can't be expressed with words" This is sooo true. Words are too weak sometimes but dancing is never weak. Thanks for your comment :)

Aww man I understand hey.. School this year is so much harder! I think all you can do is study and do your best, even if you got a C then..hey at least you know you've done all you can. But there's always a chance to improve..don't give up!

Wow..you dance? That's awesome. I love dance..there's something magic bout it. Haha.. Sigh.. Aw I hope you'll find the time again to pick that up. If dance is your passion, don't let it die! Here, I think you should go to youtube when you got time and look up my buddy y0hallabak. He does like hip hop and that.. I dunno what you do but anyway, if you watch his vids, I think you'll be inspired. He's awesome..

Goodluck with your tests and that. You can do it. :D

ohh you're so nice. thank you :)))

 You have a nice face and pretty smile. And if I was single and 30 years younger I would probably flirt with you. And you would probably take my heart and crumple it up and feed it to your gold fish.

External Beauty is something that you posess in abundance. If I was a boy your age I would be proud to wear these pictures in my back pocket.

Your looks are a prize that most any a boy would compete for.

I just wish that I could see a picture of your heart. For beauty like yours seldom sinks beyond the epidermis. And it would be wonderful to know that there are still apples of perfection that are not full of worms.

You are a picture of beauty. I hope the world hasn't tarnished you yet.

Hi....hope you have fun at camp again...and isn't the "sea" the same as the "ocean"...so it'd be normal to spot dolphines in it

take care

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